Saint Gregory

✝ BEEN PULLIN' CAPERS ✝

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17:38

i dont know if i’ll ever outgrow this “quiet kid drawing pictures in the back of class” persona i’ve developed over the years. i dont like it anymore but i have no idea how to be anything else. im frustrated. been trying not to compare myself to others but fuck if i dont feel like everything is passing me by. im hella not good at the internet lol. some of yall actually like me for some reason and i appreciate that. i only see my friends every few months. i wish i were better at texting back. me and my mom live on opposite coasts now. i didnt tell my best friend happy birthday last month. im trying not to internalize bad decisions. i miss my brothers so much. i hate asking my dad for money. i havent thought my music has been good for years. i’ve been eating lots of fruit lately. i make too many lists. i havent driven a car in almost two years. i probably spend two much money on weed. i’ve kept these air force ones clean for a long time. i didnt intend for this to be as long as it is. i dont believe in god. i cant wait to see how long my dreads get. although it doesnt bother me as much, i still have days when i wish i wasnt so short. i hate having good ideas without the means to execute them. im tired of hearing myself talk. this isnt a suicide note. im stronger than i look. i wish i could be seven again. aint nobody finna read this. i dont know why im so secretive. i’ve decided i’m not gonna hate on things/people for no reason anymore. people are gonna stop fuckin with me someday. i had a crazy dream last night. my subconscious thinks im stupid. im desensitized to tragedy. i think i’m pretty smart. i was gonna write this in my journal but i decided not to. im just tryna connect with somethin baby i’ll be here just swangin.

16:53
03:54

Snoop is my absolute favorite human.

17:47"The place in which I’ll fit will not exist until I make it." — James Baldwin (via cecileemeke)

(via 5ft1)

05:05

i’ve had a few alcoholic beverages tonight

04:59
finna follow hella ppl
21:31

im painting some provocative shit re: racial profiling but i aint ready for the backlash just yet.

17:29

how 3D movies so popular but they still havent figured out how to make 3D glasses for people who wear real glasses?

05:16

my new name is Miller High Life

05:14

fuck man i dont care about the internet anymore